Entries Tagged as ‘Pregnancy After A Loss’

October 28, 2007

I Had A Birth Dream

I think I’ve spent a lot of my pregnancy this time around, convincing myself and everyone around me that this one is different.  I have the understanding that bad things can happen, therefore the appreciation for everything going well.  And since this isn’t my first pregnancy after a loss, I was not going to face [...]

December 13, 2005

Baby Ciaran Makes His Debut

 
Well, as I posted earlier, my water broke yesterday morning just before 11.  I called my doctor and called Dominic at work, and began about the work of getting ready to go.
Oddly enough, I had a feeling he was coming soon, and had really started preparing the house for his arrival. 
Dominic thought it was [...]

December 12, 2005

Not Myself

I haven’t been myself lately.
I’ve felt very strange the last 2 days in particular.
My water broke this morning.
Pray for an easy labor.

December 2, 2005

Another Night Trying To Sleep

Last night I took the Ambien for a second night.
I slept.  But I still woke up multiple times, and I still had anxiety dreams.  At least this time it wasn’t nightmares, just anxiety dreams.
Off to work this evening.  I need to get in what days I can over the next two weeks.  Just 2 1/2more [...]

November 26, 2005

Nine Months In Heaven

I’ve been thinking about Sarah’s birthday a lot lately.
Maybe it’s been the numerous trips to labor and delivery for management of contractions. Maybe it’s that they actually put me in the room that she was born in for one of those trips. Maybe it’s that the pain of that day is finally lessening [...]

November 23, 2005

Mom’s Night Out

Last night I was invited to a friend’s house for a “Mom’s Night”. Children were totally acceptable, but I was able to leave mine at home and go all by myself. It was wonderful! We talked for hours and hours about life, the universe, all the geeky things I’m interested in, and [...]

November 13, 2005

Motivational Difficulties

I’ve been meaning to blog for two weeks. I have pictures to share of the kids from Halloween, and Sarah’s marker from Dia de los Meurtos. But the one time I had both time and motivation to work on getting the pictures of out the camera and put on my blog, my computer [...]